I really thank the Father for all the things has given and shown to me through his Appointed Son. Including those things not yet to come . Everyday of my life the Almighty Father gave me strength just to jump start my day and travel all the way from Pantukan to Davao . My life is a living testimony of the marvelous ways the father prepares for everyone that love him. I’m not a noble person, a extravagant individual or even a successful man in her career. I’m just plain me. Who is fallible and ordinary girl in need of food, shelter, heat, clothe and other basic need for survival. In fact, I consider myself as a useless person doing things with no specific reason at all . I am just your average girl next door. Am I ? Looking back all those years , with all of my mistakes and imperfection the father look me not what I am but what I could be. He saw me with mercy in his eye and heard my cries. I used to live having insecurities , agonies , self pity, low self esteem and self confident, and deceptions in me . I’m really bad. I am like a serpent who strike you in your back. All that matters to me is my grade and how I beat my siblings in a competition set by me alone. I lived in a vast of chaos that almost devoured me to death. I struggle so much just to proved anybody that I’m perfect and very smart girl. To the extend that I considered my brothers and sisters as my enemies. I had that dual personality in me that made me different from the rest of my age. The time I taught I achieved the highest honor in my life, the time I realized I achieved nothing. Absolute silent covered my soul. It like a scorching desert absence of life. I lived in a shadow of darkness trying to catch a glimpse of happiness in my life . A total absence of light. ( That’s what I call it ). But Glory to the Father ,at the time I was about to lose hope , the time I saw the light. It struck me like a flash of lightning flowing deep down to my soul. It runs like a river that floods the driest part of me. Giving me a new life, a new hope and a new foundation for me to hold on . That light is the Almighty Father’s love brought by His Appointed Son , Pastor Apollo C Quiboloy. All the secret burden within me suddenly fade away. My life is a broken canvass and the Father painted it with his love. I ask for a glimpse of color. He gave me a spectrum of light. I ask for answers. He gave me wisdom and the gift of salvation. I ask for companion. He show me his way, truth and gave me his Son. Knowing The Father thru his Appointed Son means knowing the true meaning of happiness . Happiness and satisfaction that the world can never give. Before I use for cry for love. I used to struggle for life. I used to ask for happiness. But Praise The Father Thru His Appointed Son , he supply everything that I need. The father knew my need even before I knew it. I ask for a piece he gave me a whole. Now I have everything in life . He brought me out of my Calvary and cleanse me with his grace and mercy. The father has an eye that see, ears that hears and heart that love. No matter what your mistakes are, no matter how bad you are. His merciful eyes choose no one and it will see you , just like me, if you just open your heart and mind and see things around you. His grace will always be present and will never fail. And because of that , my love for my father will go deeper and deeper until the day he calls me home. Why? “I love him so much simply because he first love me.”